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August 23rd, 2016

Living in sin = getting laid.
Struggling with sexuality = gay.
Seeking = not yet a christian.
Praying for you = I am better than you.
Backsliden = smokes cigarettes.

we all need the satan

August 19th, 2016

[found in notes writen Nov 09 2010]

without the hate where is the love
without the fear where is the hope
without the chaos where is the peace
without the pain where is the relief
without the tension where is the release

without the villain where is the hero
without the judas where is the renascence
without the eve where is the freedom
without the evil where is the good
without the satan where is the god

we run from the darkness but it is only in the dark where light exists.

i’m no fucking Buddhist, but this is enlightenment.

Equator

August 10th, 2016

I live on the equator of priceless and worthless.

romantic.

July 19th, 2016

I planned on dyeing heart broken. I thought that would be romantic.

complicated

July 11th, 2016

My relationship with complicated is very complicated.

overcomplicated.

July 7th, 2016

Love is not a destination.
Love is a moving, evolving, unpredictable, uncertain horizon that changes with every step.
By my side is a beautiful, precious woman, who I would like to chase a horizon with.

I experience an undefinable love with you.

Maybe I am being overcomplicated…

I love You.

Does defining it make it better?

July 7th, 2016

I am afraid to tell you that I love you because I do not want to define or limit what this is.

I have a feeling that some would call this love but how can you define something so mysterious so magnetic so intriguing.

And more importantly, why would I want to define it?
Does defining it make it better?
Why would you want to capture something that is beautiful because it is wild?
Capturing it would only make it less beautiful.

Love is a Narcissist.

July 7th, 2016

If you define love, you can understand love
If you can understand love, you can control love
If you control love, you can own love
If you own love, you can define love
If you define love, you can understand love
If you can understand love, you can control love
If you control love, you can own love
If you own love, you can define love
If you define love, you can understand love
If you can understand love, you can control love
If you control love, you can own love
If you own love, you can define love

what if… [007]

June 21st, 2016

my inadequacies are lovable too?

Eye of the beholder

June 17th, 2016

If beauty is in the eye of the beholder,
It would seem like we have created a beautiful feedback loop.